Useless me

Today I'm not happy,why she can do it like that?even I lost my job and back to help them also beat by the scold...why?did I do anything wrong?
Why u can't stand by my side and think of it what I'm situation?even that my body poor also my fault?but you don't think why my body will become like that?is that I love my body like that?
If I like my body like that why should I care what are u said everyday?i got think before it,if my body won't be so poor that's mean you won't scold me all the time right?then  you think why should I just leave it like that and let you scold only why I care about it?
Why I do all the thing good your eyes also won't see that what I'm doin right thing,but other way all the bad thing is on your eyes and said it without any excuse...
I already live for twenty years,what I did for this twenty years?could it be that you don't know all the thing from me?is that all the thing I did is fault?if like that  doesn't mean that I'm useless then what should I live like that,that is not meaningful at all
Now I'm trying do my best to our family,but you are the definitely default me...why you can't to believe me?is that mean I'm not important to you?
Counting three more days it is more important day in my life,that day will anything happen?is that happy for me or a sad day?but I hope be kind with me,regards...

Hao Wei
07/01/2014
2.32am
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