离开

自从那天你要离开我后，我真的以为你真的离开我了。。。那时我也听到你说你要接受他，当时的我真的很伤心。。。我也就算了，因为我知道我没有资格说你

其实在很久前我就有打算申请奖学金过外国深造，只不过之前都没机会。。。那是因为之前我还没够资格，现在我可有了所以我就申请了。。。其实我也没有10全的把握可以去到外国深造，因为机会很渺茫。。。其实我也有可能是为了逃避某些事而出国吧

而我也发现了，我已不再是之前那个开朗的郝威了，我变到自己也不认识我自己。。。或许这个打击对我太大，我放太多的感情在他身上了，才会如此的受伤。。。其实不是只有我受伤，当然他的伤也不会轻到哪儿，他会选择离开我当然是不要再受伤害吧。。。

其实只要他的一句我就会留下了，因为他对我的情太深了。。。不过现在我会考虑清楚，因为他就要接受她的追求者。。。如果是这样我不会再留住你，我会放你走去寻找你的自由，你的幸福。。。因为我在留你那就代表我很自私，我承认我自私那都是因为我要你而不是其他人。。。

其实在这期间我变化到很快，竟然跟其他人玩起了暧昧。。。我知道着我都是在玩罢了，也算是在掩饰着自己的情绪。。。我也知道这样对他很不公平，我很对不起
对不起我自己，对不起我爱的人，对不起和我玩暧昧的的人～
突然间觉得我是个失败者，爱情失败，学业失败，就连家庭也是失败。。。那就让我继续失败下去吧直到我自己清醒为子
我很花心吧？要不然就不会跟他暧昧了，对不起哦～我觉得我不应该玩下去，因为这样对你很不公平，因为我大概知道某些事，在这里我也不要说。。。因为只有天知地知我知你知
明天就可以知道自己能不能出国深造，能的话～我会放弃这里的一切，包括所有人，所有事。。。因为我不想再留恋这里了
留在这里只会让我，让她，让朋友更难过更伤心。。。
如果哪一天我出国回来在kl看到我或在我家附近看到我那就证明了我放下了以前的东西，而从心开始。。。。加油


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郝威
13/12/2012
07:56pm
Sunway University College Campus

bittersweet

It's hard to find the things to say
I'm vulnerable and frail
So i wrap my HEART in bubble plastic
Just incase it break
Before you and i go much further now
I'm asking you to
Please tell me
Do you really want my LOVE
Is it really me you're thinking of
When u smile at me
It's so bittersweet
Let me know
Before tomorrow comes along
Cause baby i'm already in too deep
Until then I LOVE you BITTERSWEET
I can't let go but this i know
I won't let you stay
I you're not sure about the way you feel
About the two of us today
Before you and i go much further now
I'm asking you to
Please tell me
Do you really want my LOVE
Is it really me you're thinking of
When you smile at me
It's so bittersweet
Let me know
Before tomorrow comes along
Cause baby i'm already in too deep
Until then i LOVE you BITTERSWEET
It's heaven when you say it's you and me
But hell when you' re gone mysteriously
I'd rather be alone than lost and torn
Maybe i must make it on my own
I'm feeling incomplete
Loving you is so bittersweet
DO YOU REALLY WANT MY LOVE
DO YOU REALLY WANT MY LOVE
Is it really me you're thinking of
When you smile at me
It's so bittersweet
Oh..... let me know
Before tomorrow comes along
Cause baby i'm already in to deep
Until then i LOVE you BITTERSWEET
Until then i LOVE YOU BITTERSWEET


Hao Wei
10/12/2012
07:15pm
My home

heartbeats within me and you

I Cant Figure Out
Is It Meant To Be This Way
Easy Words So Hard To Say
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Knowing How You Feel
Know If This Is Real
Tell Me
Am I Mistaken
Cause I Don't Have
Another HEART For Breaking
PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO
I JUST WANNA STAY
Can't You Feel My HEARTBEATS
Giving Me Away
I Just Wanna Know
If You Too Feel Afraid
I Can Feel Your HEARTBEAT Giving You Away
Giving Us Away
I Can't Understand
How It's Making Sense
That We Put Up Such Defense
When All
You Need To Know
No Matter What You Do
I'm Just As Scare As You
Tell ME
Am I Mistaken
Cause I Don't Have
Another HEART For Breaking
PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO
I JUST WANNA STAY
Can't You Feel My HEARTBEATS Giving Me Away
I Just Wanna Know
If You Too Feel Afraid
I Can Feel Your HEARTBEATS Giving You Away
Giving Us Away


"PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO
I JUST WANNA STAY
CAN'T YOU FEEL MY HEARTBEATS GIVING ME AWAY
I JUST WANNA KNOW
IF YOU TOO FEEL AFRAID
I CAN FEEL YOUR HEARTBEATS GIVING YOU AWAY
GIVING US AWAY"




PLEASE DON'T LET ME GO

I JUST WANNA STAY



Hao Wei
10/12/2012
10:38
My Home