today i yamcha with friend, at the moment i was very happy cause my friend "chui shui" with me.... he talks a lot joke with us, he say he cant see at mirror cause when he saw a mirror that mirror will break so he not even see that mirror once time... but this also joke with us only, he is trying to make fun to us don't even let us think bad thing or anything not good.....you know why he said like that?
he say he look like louis ku because of his skin black same like louis ku, hehe really funny... cause he said he look like artist, me and my friend laugh at the same time he really thick face.....after that he say bing bang that G-Dragon look like him,not he look like G-Dragon so we laugh again cause this time is artist look like him....we LOL to him, and i said i don't recognise him wan to run away cause he really thick face.....after that one of my friend say we go tc to relax, we also say ok cause long time dint go relax le....after we pay money we go tc in one car,cause scare no place for parking....
today got function at tc, the functions is create by digi....so i think u will be there cause everytime digi got functions u sure got go.....so i'm asking u is that u at tc
u reply me yes,and u also ask me back...me also said yes,i tot i can even meet u at there....but u dont even to meet me,tat time my mood really down........
but me act like nothing really damn stupid......actually i love u, but now is pass ard.....now me alone and u got ur partner
Friday, 10 May 2013
Sunday, 21 April 2013
21/04/2013
有时候我很想写blog，但是开到blog又不懂要写什么。。。其实是知道要写什么，但是又不知道要怎样写，因为我的文笔很差，尤其是华语。。。身为一个华人，华语竟然那么差，应该不配做华人
我一得空我就会看blog，看看下原来我发现我好像一个月才有那么一个blog。。。呵呵
虽然说我每天都在忙，我也会空出时间来做我要的东西。。。歌肯定是少不了的，no music no life 这是我的名句。。。的确没歌我就好像什么都不是
因为歌可以舒解我的压力我的一切，所以没歌就好像没了生活，好像少了什么似的。。。所以歌肯定是必备的。。。
最近的我好像变了另一个人似的，变得不像我之前认识的余郝威。。。我也不知道我为什么变另一个人似的，压力？烦恼？造成的？我也不知道。。。
我只知道我很累，我很烦。。。每天烦这个烦那个的，看到自己都讨厌。。。讨厌自己为什么那么多东西烦，为什么就不能像平凡人一样过着普通的生活。。。
父母给的压力，老师给的压力，朋友给的压力，做工的压力。。。每天都面对同样的东西我很闲，很累啊。。。我就快要被这个社会弄傻了，甚至崩溃
我的心每天就这样的痛，最近的病情又好像慢慢开始复发了。。。偏头痛也陆陆续续的来找我，还被医生臭骂了一顿，因为偏头痛手尾很长叫我现在趁偏头痛还没严重赶快把他治好。。。
偏头痛有很多方法造成的 ：第一撞到头之类的
：第二身体体质，热的体质
：第三用脑过多（等等）
这三个我都有所以就被骂了，医生叫我尽量使用冷水冲凉甚至每天冲头。。。就这样医生还建议两个星期，如果两星期内还没好就要去见医生多一次了。。。唉，我的病还真多
这几天也是连续被几个人说了我的不好，其实我知道我的问题出现在哪里，但是不是说一瞬间能改就改的啊。。。因为一路以来我都是这样，我会试着去改变
郝威
22/04/2013
2:30am
家里
我一得空我就会看blog，看看下原来我发现我好像一个月才有那么一个blog。。。呵呵
虽然说我每天都在忙，我也会空出时间来做我要的东西。。。歌肯定是少不了的，no music no life 这是我的名句。。。的确没歌我就好像什么都不是
因为歌可以舒解我的压力我的一切，所以没歌就好像没了生活，好像少了什么似的。。。所以歌肯定是必备的。。。
最近的我好像变了另一个人似的，变得不像我之前认识的余郝威。。。我也不知道我为什么变另一个人似的，压力？烦恼？造成的？我也不知道。。。
我只知道我很累，我很烦。。。每天烦这个烦那个的，看到自己都讨厌。。。讨厌自己为什么那么多东西烦，为什么就不能像平凡人一样过着普通的生活。。。
父母给的压力，老师给的压力，朋友给的压力，做工的压力。。。每天都面对同样的东西我很闲，很累啊。。。我就快要被这个社会弄傻了，甚至崩溃
我的心每天就这样的痛，最近的病情又好像慢慢开始复发了。。。偏头痛也陆陆续续的来找我，还被医生臭骂了一顿，因为偏头痛手尾很长叫我现在趁偏头痛还没严重赶快把他治好。。。
偏头痛有很多方法造成的 ：第一撞到头之类的
：第二身体体质，热的体质
：第三用脑过多（等等）
这三个我都有所以就被骂了，医生叫我尽量使用冷水冲凉甚至每天冲头。。。就这样医生还建议两个星期，如果两星期内还没好就要去见医生多一次了。。。唉，我的病还真多
这几天也是连续被几个人说了我的不好，其实我知道我的问题出现在哪里，但是不是说一瞬间能改就改的啊。。。因为一路以来我都是这样，我会试着去改变
郝威
22/04/2013
2:30am
家里
Thursday, 18 April 2013
沟通？
沟通是什么？
有谁可以告诉我什么是沟通？
沟通真正的解释又是什么？
沟通就是人与人之间的说话方式？
说话的方式又代表着什么？人与人之间的沟通？
从我出世到现在我都知道我的问题出现在哪里，就是我的沟通
因为从小到大我都是静静一个的，很少会破记录说过10句话
通常我都很少会去聚会，还是什么派对的
因为我知道我一定是里面最静的一个。。。
所以能免折免，就避免这种场合
所以到现在为止我还是那个静静的男孩，其实应该是男人了
已经长大的男人，但是所有的东西看去都是男孩罢了
我的冷漠我的冷酷是伤人的，但是是保护自己的
难道这样都有错？
或许你说的对，我只是比自闭症好一点罢了。。。
自闭症是完全不会表达，而我呢？
我会表达但是不明显。。。
有时候做个静静的人不好吗？
比自闭症好一点点的男孩
郝威
12.00am
19/04/2013
Sunway University College Campus
有谁可以告诉我什么是沟通？
沟通真正的解释又是什么？
沟通就是人与人之间的说话方式？
说话的方式又代表着什么？人与人之间的沟通？
从我出世到现在我都知道我的问题出现在哪里，就是我的沟通
因为从小到大我都是静静一个的，很少会破记录说过10句话
通常我都很少会去聚会，还是什么派对的
因为我知道我一定是里面最静的一个。。。
所以能免折免，就避免这种场合
所以到现在为止我还是那个静静的男孩，其实应该是男人了
已经长大的男人，但是所有的东西看去都是男孩罢了
我的冷漠我的冷酷是伤人的，但是是保护自己的
难道这样都有错？
或许你说的对，我只是比自闭症好一点罢了。。。
自闭症是完全不会表达，而我呢？
我会表达但是不明显。。。
有时候做个静静的人不好吗？
比自闭症好一点点的男孩
郝威
12.00am
19/04/2013
Sunway University College Campus
Saturday, 16 March 2013
i'm still loving you
when i close my eyes i think of you
and the time we've been through
even through were far a part right now
i remember back when you were at here with me
how you're made my world complete
but now i'm left alone
we talked about love and hope
wishing we could start a life our own
i wish that i could live without you
why did you tear my heart apart
u said you love me from the start
all those painful things you're put me through
but i'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
i don't deserve the things you do
everything has gone to memories
i just wish knew the truth behind the lies
why did you tear my heart apart
you said you love me from the start
all those painful things you're put me through
but i'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
i don't deserve the things you do
everything has gone to memories
i just wish i knew the truth behind the lies
hao wei
2013/03/16
03:30pm
hospital KPJ
31/12/2012
today is a last day of 2012,but it is too bad for me...this 2012 is bad to me, all the bad or sad thing also have been here....
early in the month i thought is a good year for me,but it is not a good year for me....in this year i go for hospital almost everyday,it is because my sick become more worst......until Mei finally u accept me and be my girlfriend, in this moment i was happy,cause i really love u and u also support me but at the same time we also every time argue even small thing we also will argue....some of the time i really tired, because i always accommodate oneself to u.....
but our relation more longer our argue more and more....until July i receive one call from hospital, my doctor told me need back hospital as soon as possible at that time i already know what will happen....at the time me also think how to explain to u,i think of this question for long time....
at last at the end of the august i choose to leave u,because i don't want u face the same problem with me....i don't want u suffer with me so i break up with u,but at the same time i really regret to loose of u.....i everyday miss u think back our memory at last we also not get back together
august i got a midterm exam,after that i got one and the half month holiday,that time i really face a lot of problem....i got a lot of homework, also got a lot of case in my hand......and me also got work and the big problem is my health at that time can said all the time at hospital....
until end of the September my mum and dad is gone to oversea want me take care of brother and sister so i also do....October i apply more two weeks holiday cause i need body check up, at the first i heard my friend because of accident my friend die already,and the girl also on the way send to hospital that time die.....it was a sad case for me,after a few day more i receive same news my two more friend also die on accident....it was a sad more sad, at the same time i lost my friend four person four life....that time i think is that god punish me at the same time i lost four friend.....is that i crazy
after that i keep my mood and start my new seminal,when i go inside my lab all the people look at me like me as a stranger.....got one senior still asking me is that all the thing don't like last time,i said yes all like stranger already....but nevermind la i came here just for study not for fun,i don't care how you all think(but also my opinion only).....
December until me got problem.....faint in the hostel becoz of the hard breath n stomachache,this few day i was happy becoz too many frn worry about me....i felt sorry to let u all worried about me.....thx to u all
i wan thanks one person especially my best frn for take care of me in hospital,thank you very much....but i'm sorry to u, becoz of last time u accident in hosp i din't take care of u.....anyway thanks
i will appreciate my life...thanks
"LIFE IS VALUEBLE"
Hao Wei
2013/03/16
03:01pm
Shop
early in the month i thought is a good year for me,but it is not a good year for me....in this year i go for hospital almost everyday,it is because my sick become more worst......until Mei finally u accept me and be my girlfriend, in this moment i was happy,cause i really love u and u also support me but at the same time we also every time argue even small thing we also will argue....some of the time i really tired, because i always accommodate oneself to u.....
but our relation more longer our argue more and more....until July i receive one call from hospital, my doctor told me need back hospital as soon as possible at that time i already know what will happen....at the time me also think how to explain to u,i think of this question for long time....
at last at the end of the august i choose to leave u,because i don't want u face the same problem with me....i don't want u suffer with me so i break up with u,but at the same time i really regret to loose of u.....i everyday miss u think back our memory at last we also not get back together
august i got a midterm exam,after that i got one and the half month holiday,that time i really face a lot of problem....i got a lot of homework, also got a lot of case in my hand......and me also got work and the big problem is my health at that time can said all the time at hospital....
until end of the September my mum and dad is gone to oversea want me take care of brother and sister so i also do....October i apply more two weeks holiday cause i need body check up, at the first i heard my friend because of accident my friend die already,and the girl also on the way send to hospital that time die.....it was a sad case for me,after a few day more i receive same news my two more friend also die on accident....it was a sad more sad, at the same time i lost my friend four person four life....that time i think is that god punish me at the same time i lost four friend.....is that i crazy
after that i keep my mood and start my new seminal,when i go inside my lab all the people look at me like me as a stranger.....got one senior still asking me is that all the thing don't like last time,i said yes all like stranger already....but nevermind la i came here just for study not for fun,i don't care how you all think(but also my opinion only).....
December until me got problem.....faint in the hostel becoz of the hard breath n stomachache,this few day i was happy becoz too many frn worry about me....i felt sorry to let u all worried about me.....thx to u all
i wan thanks one person especially my best frn for take care of me in hospital,thank you very much....but i'm sorry to u, becoz of last time u accident in hosp i din't take care of u.....anyway thanks
i will appreciate my life...thanks
"LIFE IS VALUEBLE"
Hao Wei
2013/03/16
03:01pm
Shop
Saturday, 16 February 2013
一个复杂的世界？
为什么我要生长在一个那么复杂的世界？在家庭，朋友，老师，社会我都是出现同样的问题。。。
我真的有问题？我的性格？为什么全部人都不喜欢我？这是我自己发现的，因为我的朋友很少少到可以用手指算。。。。所以我明白
所以我想保护我们之间的友谊，可是你却不想要。。。甚至把自己推得远远，难道友情就不值得永远吗?
可是每次我们争吵都是你说我把你推得远远，其实我没有。。。或许我们观念不同，这是我这几天才发现（看来好像很迟了）所以还是算了吧
家庭我永远都是被忽略的那个，被常骂的那个，为什么呢？我不明白，我很想知道为什么那样对我。。。我做错了什么？你们要得事我样样做给你们，但是你们还是不满意，到底是哪里不满意了？
朋友？感觉就好象被出卖的那种。。。记得有一次我把我的故事告诉我朋友，他竟然把我的故事告诉别人，这样就不再是我们两个人的秘密了而是全部人都知道的话题，我也就算了。。。同样的事情又再来一次，你向我借proposal我也借你了。。。但是交给教授后，教授把我们给叫去问我们为什么会出现一样的idea for this proposal。。。我告诉教授你这是我的概念，是他抄我的，我也向教授解释说那天他跟我借然后就这样一样了。。。因为我没有证据是他抄我的，就这样我们都被罚从做而且还要洗完整件学校的厕所，我觉得很不甘心因为不是我的错为什么我要被罚。。。。
老师？老师也就是教授，其实从你教课到现在我很明白也看得很清楚你不喜欢我。。。其实我也不知道你为什么不喜欢我，我也不懂那里一part让你不爽我，看我不顺眼。。。我有想过是不是因为我妈每次call你，给你压力？所以你不爽我不喜欢我？
社会=家庭，朋友，师生，还有雇主和员工。。。就是全世界的人都不爽我，我不明白为什么。。。这样活着真的很辛苦，可是我没当一回事的继续生活。。。想把心事告诉谁都不可以，因为家庭没有一个会听我的，信我的。。。。朋友，被背叛了一次连续也第二次了开始怕把心事告诉朋友就是怕“背叛”会重蹈复测的发生在我身上。。。老师每次都会说有心事可以告诉他，我也看见很多人找他谈心事。。。我也很想但是我想到老师你一向来都看我不爽我是要怎样把我的心事告诉你，难道我不怕告诉你我心事反而更hurt吗。。。。因为老师你每次都会抓我去训话even i dint do anything wrong，所以告诉你我也免了。。。唯有的就是收在心里，但是我快要崩溃了。。。没人支持我
最近发生很多事情，我有尝试告诉有些人。。。我得到的答案大多数是反对的，都没人安慰我的。。。我看还是算了吧，自己知道自己事就好
以后这里就是我的时间了。。。得空就会来
郝威
17/02/2013
1:50am
home
我真的有问题？我的性格？为什么全部人都不喜欢我？这是我自己发现的，因为我的朋友很少少到可以用手指算。。。。所以我明白
所以我想保护我们之间的友谊，可是你却不想要。。。甚至把自己推得远远，难道友情就不值得永远吗?
可是每次我们争吵都是你说我把你推得远远，其实我没有。。。或许我们观念不同，这是我这几天才发现（看来好像很迟了）所以还是算了吧
家庭我永远都是被忽略的那个，被常骂的那个，为什么呢？我不明白，我很想知道为什么那样对我。。。我做错了什么？你们要得事我样样做给你们，但是你们还是不满意，到底是哪里不满意了？
朋友？感觉就好象被出卖的那种。。。记得有一次我把我的故事告诉我朋友，他竟然把我的故事告诉别人，这样就不再是我们两个人的秘密了而是全部人都知道的话题，我也就算了。。。同样的事情又再来一次，你向我借proposal我也借你了。。。但是交给教授后，教授把我们给叫去问我们为什么会出现一样的idea for this proposal。。。我告诉教授你这是我的概念，是他抄我的，我也向教授解释说那天他跟我借然后就这样一样了。。。因为我没有证据是他抄我的，就这样我们都被罚从做而且还要洗完整件学校的厕所，我觉得很不甘心因为不是我的错为什么我要被罚。。。。
老师？老师也就是教授，其实从你教课到现在我很明白也看得很清楚你不喜欢我。。。其实我也不知道你为什么不喜欢我，我也不懂那里一part让你不爽我，看我不顺眼。。。我有想过是不是因为我妈每次call你，给你压力？所以你不爽我不喜欢我？
社会=家庭，朋友，师生，还有雇主和员工。。。就是全世界的人都不爽我，我不明白为什么。。。这样活着真的很辛苦，可是我没当一回事的继续生活。。。想把心事告诉谁都不可以，因为家庭没有一个会听我的，信我的。。。。朋友，被背叛了一次连续也第二次了开始怕把心事告诉朋友就是怕“背叛”会重蹈复测的发生在我身上。。。老师每次都会说有心事可以告诉他，我也看见很多人找他谈心事。。。我也很想但是我想到老师你一向来都看我不爽我是要怎样把我的心事告诉你，难道我不怕告诉你我心事反而更hurt吗。。。。因为老师你每次都会抓我去训话even i dint do anything wrong，所以告诉你我也免了。。。唯有的就是收在心里，但是我快要崩溃了。。。没人支持我
最近发生很多事情，我有尝试告诉有些人。。。我得到的答案大多数是反对的，都没人安慰我的。。。我看还是算了吧，自己知道自己事就好
以后这里就是我的时间了。。。得空就会来
郝威
17/02/2013
1:50am
home
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