31/12/2012

today is a last day of 2012,but it is too bad for me...this 2012 is bad to me, all the bad or sad thing also have been here....
early in the month i thought is a good year for me,but it is not a good year for me....in this year i go for hospital almost everyday,it is because my sick become more worst......until Mei finally u accept me and be my girlfriend, in this moment i was happy,cause i really love u and u also support me but at the same time we also every time argue even small thing we also will argue....some of the time i really tired, because i always accommodate oneself to u.....
but our relation more longer our argue more and more....until July i receive one call from hospital, my doctor told me need back hospital as soon as possible at that time i already know what will happen....at the time me also think how to explain to u,i think of this question for long time....
at last at the end of the august i choose to leave u,because i don't want u face the same problem with me....i don't want u suffer with me so i break up with u,but at the same time i really regret to loose of u.....i everyday miss u think back our memory at last we also not get back together
august i got a midterm exam,after that i got one and the half month holiday,that time i really face a lot of problem....i got a lot of homework, also got a lot of case in my hand......and me also got work and the big problem is my health at that time can said all the time at hospital....
until end of the September my mum and dad is gone to oversea want me take care of brother and sister so i also do....October i apply more two weeks holiday cause i need body check up, at the first i heard my friend because of accident my friend die already,and the girl also on the way send to hospital that time die.....it was a sad case for me,after a few day more i receive same news my two more friend also die on accident....it was a sad more sad, at the same time i lost my friend four person four life....that time i think is that god punish me at the same time i lost four friend.....is that i crazy
after that i keep my mood and start my new seminal,when i go inside my lab all the people look at me like me as a stranger.....got one senior still asking me is that all the thing don't like last time,i said yes all like stranger already....but nevermind la i came here just for study not for fun,i don't care how you all think(but also my opinion only).....
December until me got problem.....faint in the hostel becoz of the hard breath n stomachache,this few day i was happy becoz too many frn worry about me....i felt sorry to let u all worried about me.....thx to u all
i wan thanks one person especially my best frn for take care of me in hospital,thank you very much....but i'm sorry to u, becoz of last time u accident in hosp i din't take care of u.....anyway thanks




i will appreciate my life...thanks
"LIFE IS VALUEBLE"




Hao Wei
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